Visuals Part I

ODE TO MR BIG TUMMY, JOHN

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3. If John was homo he would be so gay 
4. He could be a pedo, but then that wouldn't be fair
5. Oh! he could join social media or maybe  priesthood?
6. Well that way he'd get little innocent boys 
7. But, Waite, he was God's chosen servant 
8. And we are supposed to adore him 
9.                                 He can touch little boys, and yes it wouldn't be a big deal 
10. And off course he would have his adult partners 
11. They would probably be impotent males
12. Oh what a wonderful life does John have ? He ain't got no trouble!
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14. But one day wasn't his day 
15. A little boy complained and he said it hurt him and some brave souls chose to stand up 
16. But he had his "male" partners who were so scared of losing their poor wives
17. So they stood up for John 
18. And said he is God's chosen one 
19. Oh the poor boys, they were threatened and they were abused
20. Now they had no option but to hide the truth 
21. But John didn't have any good luck either 
22. He was banished for good 
23. But God doesn't take everything from a person and specially not from his chosen one
24. So God gave John some action and he made love with his partners
25. Now no little boys for warm up, just plain old impotent males 
26. And he did visit their wives to prove he is no bad 
27. And the poor wives were fooled because they were too old to be cool 
28. Now John is alone and he misses them poor kids 
29. He wished he'd be more gentle, that way he'd still have the young energy 
30. One day he head a voice 
31. "John, my chosen one, What have you done John ? Why did you disobey me?" 
32. And poor John was scared 
33. "I'm sorry" said John " Please don't forsake me" 
34. But it was too late, he was reborn as a snake. 
35. The snake life was too hard, John was trapped in a reptile
36. He slithered on the same belly which once used to be full of prosperity
37. Now he slithered, in search of food and came upon a decent house in which lived an angel 
38. The angel saw the snake and was scared for she had little kids 
39. She took her heavy metal rod and ran to kill it
40. John didn't want to die so he begged for one last wish from God 
41. And God being gentle granted it
42. John was back to his human form and begged the angel for forgiveness, for it was her children that he hurt when he was human 
43. God turned him back to the serpent and he was slithering away to remain alive 
44. But the angel knew that almost dying changes nothing 
45. So she took all her power and stamped poor John 
46. Oh his tiny head, was smashed like the little kids hearts 
47. Now he was dead and this changed everything. 
48. He was burning in hell with his smashed head.
49. Dying changed everything that life couldn't. 

BIPOLAR

I am in love with nature

The air whispers to me in my silence 

My eyes can see what you can't 

I live for myself and I love the world 

Why would you call this a bad place ? 

I can see and smell and touch 

I love passionately 

How long will I be like this ?

I love my life 

Why was I born ? 

I curse the one who made this world 

This is a huge trap 

Every corner is so dull 

Every person is so cruel 

How will I survive for a lifetime ?

Oh please have some mercy and take me away from this hell 

Make me feel no emotion and let me be blank 

Please save me from this mess 

Sunshine makes us Happy

You make me Smile 

You are the only one who can stop me cry

In this huge mess of a world 

You're my piece of Heaven 

You have seen my worst 

And still you choose to stay 

You've made me my best 

And I keep getting better 

Let's not fall in Love, Darling 

Let's Rise in Love 

---To the one who challenges my every action 

and makes me a better person everyday. 

EMPTY

Please take me and make me Strong 

Let the stress just ruin me 

Let me rise from the dust 

I want to Feel Love 

I want to be Whole 

Take me and put me through it all 

Make me cross all limits 

Help me Control my Mind 

Make me Incharge of Myself 

When I'm Low,  make me more miserable 

When I'm happy, Take It away 

Make me see all Bad and let me be Bad 

Let me be Stone Hearted 

I want to feel no happiness 

I don't want to be sad 

I want to be empty 

Let me be Born Again 

Lost

                          

Why do I crave for happiness when all I want is reassurance, 

It is the pressure the world puts on me or maybe just me losing it. 

I am getting lost in this huge chaos of stars ,

I see me destroy what I love,

Is this what success tastes like ? 

Once I had a dream of being happy and once I was happy, 

But now it all seems to be falling apart.

I am happy and then I'm sad and then I'm anxious and then I'm glad. 

It's all messed up but will it end ? 

It's me alone in this mess and I know no one will ever understand. 

Maybe I just need to take a break from this world and find myself. 

But do I want to find myself when it's easier getting lost ? 

Orgasmic Nibble

I got up at 8.15 am and decided to make him an amazing breakfast. So this is what I did:

Ingredients

bread

cheese

bacon

beef salami

pork sausage

butter

Procedure

- In a pan add some water and as it comes to a boil, add the bacon, beef salami, pork sausage. Cover with a lid and add no oil as the bacon will release some fat which gives it all a good flavor.

- After this is done put it into a plate and in the same pan add 1 table spoon butter and toast the bread. The butter along with the bacon oil will give the bread a nice flavor.

- Take the bread, add cheese followed by bacon, salami, sausage and add some oregano for taste.

I hope he enjoyed this since he was after me for a long time to fix him up with this nibble.